From all the posts I had. This one... Is the most depressing one... This is the very first time that I almost attempt for a suicide. You know how does relationship works? You trust each other and then you would care for each other.All of a sudden, your girlfriend/boyfriend asks you to break up...
How would you feel? It..It was seriously, really heart breaking. I had never felt so much pain in life, and I bet it's gonna be a really huge impact on my entire life. She is the person who I care for and the person who I can hand my entire life to... Why? Why does it have to be this way? Are there no way to get through this thing? Does it really have to end it like this??...?
I'm a man of my words though, if this is how you want it to be. I'm fine with it. I will just live on until the day I can get back from where I was. I will never give in to such things again!
In case you guys didn't know that I blogged during this afternoon and it was deleted because of the internet connection at my friend's place was interrupted by his Xbox lol. Anyways, let's redo what I've typed!XD YES! It's Christmas! And I bet everyone was happy and excited about it! XD But it's quite a boring Christmas though lol.
Yes. I'ts been a long time since I've blogged. Not just that I'm lazy but I had things to do too. Yeah things like camps. I had 2 camps! Total B.S right? The first one wasn't as bad as I thought, except for that we slept in the classrooms, very freaky, creepy and scary. At least we had fun and my team came up first! XD Not to mention that I made tons of friends. The second camp was really tiring. We had 4 hours of training on the first day and 2 hours on the second day == What is Ms Chua trying to do? Kill us? I understand that she wanted to train those who are unfamiliar with the routine but couldn't she just lay off alittle? Jeez... After this, on the 5th of Dec, I had to do something for the blood donation which has to be done since I'm one of the Student Leader Council. Haiz... My mind went blank of what do I have to post... Damn it.
2 days ago, PX planned that we would go out and have fun on that day since we're both free (Don't even think about dirty thoughts..==). Lizhen-nee also come along. But then I had a meeting with the members who are going fo rthe ledearship camp. We spent time disccusing about the events that we had planned during the meeting in school and to mention about K-POP fangirls playing songs of Big Bang. After that, I went to the library to wait for PX and Lizhen-nee to arrive at the destination point since it wasn't the time yet. While reading of "How to speak Mandrian" and "How to speak Japanese", my tummy started to grumble. I quickly went out to prevent from embarrassing myself == Then PX had a meeting as well and I walked around JP for awhile to kill time. Then Lizhen-nee called and told me to wait at Pepper Lunch till they arrive. After like 45 minutes or so, PX and Lizhen (FINALLY!) arrived. We ate and talked while having our lunch. All we talked about was education and some other stuff. Then after eating, we went around JP (again) to check some stuff. Went to Comic Conncection and check out some anime merchandise. Then went to Safra Lan to play Audition == Can't believe I played it again but I od miss my account. Not to mention my clothings =P. Was fun playing with them and I'm not pro at all... Yeah but still it was enjoyable. After playing for like an hour then we went back home, except for Lizhen-nee, she went to IMM. Glad that they both like my present I gave them =P
Things have been happening alot lately and today was such a fun day. I went to the AFA 2010 at Suntec City and it was enjoyable. Lots of cosplayers are there wearing familiar costumes from familiar animes. I know some. The queue was long for the ticket was long as it occupied 2 floors. It took forever to get up == We couldn't get to the concert since it starts at a late time and it was a pity since Miku Hatsune was performing... But we had fun at the festival. Everything there was related to animes. When I saw the figurines, I was so happy that I started snapping pictures and was in anime heaven. Animax was there and we get to see Tokyo's Storm Trooper, Danny Choo, it was pretty cool. Animax set up a booth that let's you do dubbings on animes. For the guys, there's Natsu from Fairy Tail and Hayate from Hayate no Gotoku for us to dub since it's the only male character for us to choose. There's also a booth for people who wants to sing Japanese songs, Nigel asked me to sing with him "Magnet" but I wasn;t confident enough to sing. There are shops to buy from, merchandise like T-shirts, guns (Plastics) , swords and etc... I bumped into familiar faces like Alvin and my cousin. Took a picture with my cousin and rest for awhile then head back home. If you guys wanna check out the photos go to my Facebook account at http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1656189759#!/album.php?aid=83547&id=1656189759.
Do you hate it when people says something bad about you? Do you hate it when you're winning in a game and your friend despice you? And don't you hate it when you were being opposed by your friend/best friends? I know I do... Today I had a game of Halo :Reach with Terence and with that shitty ass brother of mine. We had 3 rounds of fun and so far I won 2. When we were playing for the second round, he and my shitty ass brother were aiming to get rid of me since I spurred from the last to first.During the third round, I just happened to get in the lead again. Then halfway through the game,I encountered him and we came to a duel.Terence beat me this time. He said that I have gone pro and was always beating him in the game. Well, Terence actually is the one who bests me in FPS games. I just happened to get use to it. After awhile, we came into a small arguement.
This is how the conversation goes: *I owned him* Terence: "Tsk... Not again! This guy keeps getting in the lead...* *Encountered. He beats me* Me:"Happy now?:)" Terence:"Huh? What do you mean by that?" Me:"What? I thought it might pleases you that you've beat me again." That little shitty jackass f@cker: "Huh! Trying to act all cool. That's what makes you gay!" Me:" Huh? How was that cool? So just STFU you jacka-" Terence:"See. That is why Patrick have said those things about you." Me:*Didn't say a word and walked off into room*
Oh btw... Pat is a friend of mine. He was my nemesis a long time ago since he likes to make fun of me. Anyway, how in the hell of what I've said sounds cool? I know that saying that might just insult them that Terence's a noob but I was trying to prevent him from getting pissed since I have a soft spot for my friends (except for my siblings). But in the end I was the one ended up getting pissed off! He said that he was saying those words from his mind and I guess I can forgive him for that. But as for that little turd, scratch that! As if I will forgive him of what he said that caused the situation. So the next time if that little ass said something like that then I'm gonna say this. "If the next time you pissed me off one more time. I'M GONNA BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU GUYS, YOU HEAR ME?!" Same goes for you guys.....
The reason that I don't use the term Ciaossu~ and CiaoCiao~ for this post is because of someone copying my way of greetings. So then I thought of using my own proper ways or even following the anime term I know like Fairy Tail, Kuroshitsuji or even my all time favourite, One Piece! So let's cut the crap and go on shall we? :) It's been awhile (not really) since I've blogged. Yeah I was lazy/forgettful/busy/....etc? Anyways, I've got my results back and I've passed them all, well surprisingly, and I didn't got a re-test! But yet again about your overall grades... Yeah that kinda almost killed me. Atleast the best thing is that I've improved in grades! HELL YEAH! XD` And I fucking hate my charger! It keeps not getting work all the time. Gotta adjust this stupid shit all the time if not I can't type and charge my laptop's battery! What a waste of money and time! Because of my previous charger didn't work and this too. I'd just bought a few months ago...WTF. Since the schooldays are over and we are begining our new term next year and some stupid asses promoted to Sec 4... Stupid ass troublemakers... ! Even the holidays are coming, I still got CCA, camps and ICT workshops. And extra lessons for Chemistry... It's no big deal since the extra lessons are only 2 days but I just can't handle that many CCA days...
And CONGRATZ to my LOVELY!! for getting so many awards! Great effort put in! =D That's all I gotta say for now! So..Jianna!
From all the posts I had. This one... Is the most depressing one... This is the very first time that I almost attempt for a suicide. You know how does relationship works? You trust each other and then you would care for each other.All of a sudden, your girlfriend/boyfriend asks you to break up...
How would you feel? It..It was seriously, really heart breaking. I had never felt so much pain in life, and I bet it's gonna be a really huge impact on my entire life. She is the person who I care for and the person who I can hand my entire life to... Why? Why does it have to be this way? Are there no way to get through this thing? Does it really have to end it like this??...?
I'm a man of my words though, if this is how you want it to be. I'm fine with it. I will just live on until the day I can get back from where I was. I will never give in to such things again!
5:36 AM |
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Hey guys!
In case you guys didn't know that I blogged during this afternoon and it was deleted because of the internet connection at my friend's place was interrupted by his Xbox lol. Anyways, let's redo what I've typed!XD YES! It's Christmas! And I bet everyone was happy and excited about it! XD But it's quite a boring Christmas though lol.
But anyways, Merry Chritmas to ALL! :D
5:13 AM |
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
What's up you guys! :D
Yes. I'ts been a long time since I've blogged. Not just that I'm lazy but I had things to do too. Yeah things like camps. I had 2 camps! Total B.S right? The first one wasn't as bad as I thought, except for that we slept in the classrooms, very freaky, creepy and scary. At least we had fun and my team came up first! XD Not to mention that I made tons of friends. The second camp was really tiring. We had 4 hours of training on the first day and 2 hours on the second day == What is Ms Chua trying to do? Kill us? I understand that she wanted to train those who are unfamiliar with the routine but couldn't she just lay off alittle? Jeez... After this, on the 5th of Dec, I had to do something for the blood donation which has to be done since I'm one of the Student Leader Council. Haiz... My mind went blank of what do I have to post... Damn it.
You know what? I guess I'll just stop right here.
See ya guys~!
10:16 PM |
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Hey what's up you guys!
2 days ago, PX planned that we would go out and have fun on that day since we're both free (Don't even think about dirty thoughts..==). Lizhen-nee also come along. But then I had a meeting with the members who are going fo rthe ledearship camp. We spent time disccusing about the events that we had planned during the meeting in school and to mention about K-POP fangirls playing songs of Big Bang. After that, I went to the library to wait for PX and Lizhen-nee to arrive at the destination point since it wasn't the time yet. While reading of "How to speak Mandrian" and "How to speak Japanese", my tummy started to grumble. I quickly went out to prevent from embarrassing myself == Then PX had a meeting as well and I walked around JP for awhile to kill time. Then Lizhen-nee called and told me to wait at Pepper Lunch till they arrive. After like 45 minutes or so, PX and Lizhen (FINALLY!) arrived. We ate and talked while having our lunch. All we talked about was education and some other stuff. Then after eating, we went around JP (again) to check some stuff. Went to Comic Conncection and check out some anime merchandise. Then went to Safra Lan to play Audition == Can't believe I played it again but I od miss my account. Not to mention my clothings =P. Was fun playing with them and I'm not pro at all... Yeah but still it was enjoyable. After playing for like an hour then we went back home, except for Lizhen-nee, she went to IMM. Glad that they both like my present I gave them =P
I guess that's all for today! XD
7:07 PM |
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Hey what's up you guys!
Things have been happening alot lately and today was such a fun day. I went to the AFA 2010 at Suntec City and it was enjoyable. Lots of cosplayers are there wearing familiar costumes from familiar animes. I know some. The queue was long for the ticket was long as it occupied 2 floors. It took forever to get up == We couldn't get to the concert since it starts at a late time and it was a pity since Miku Hatsune was performing... But we had fun at the festival. Everything there was related to animes. When I saw the figurines, I was so happy that I started snapping pictures and was in anime heaven. Animax was there and we get to see Tokyo's Storm Trooper, Danny Choo, it was pretty cool. Animax set up a booth that let's you do dubbings on animes. For the guys, there's Natsu from Fairy Tail and Hayate from Hayate no Gotoku for us to dub since it's the only male character for us to choose. There's also a booth for people who wants to sing Japanese songs, Nigel asked me to sing with him "Magnet" but I wasn;t confident enough to sing. There are shops to buy from, merchandise like T-shirts, guns (Plastics) , swords and etc... I bumped into familiar faces like Alvin and my cousin. Took a picture with my cousin and rest for awhile then head back home. If you guys wanna check out the photos go to my Facebook account at http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1656189759#!/album.php?aid=83547&id=1656189759.
See ya~!
6:40 AM |
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Hey what's up you guys!
Do you hate it when people says something bad about you? Do you hate it when you're winning in a game and your friend despice you? And don't you hate it when you were being opposed by your friend/best friends? I know I do... Today I had a game of Halo :Reach with Terence and with that shitty ass brother of mine. We had 3 rounds of fun and so far I won 2. When we were playing for the second round, he and my shitty ass brother were aiming to get rid of me since I spurred from the last to first.During the third round, I just happened to get in the lead again. Then halfway through the game,I encountered him and we came to a duel.Terence beat me this time. He said that I have gone pro and was always beating him in the game. Well, Terence actually is the one who bests me in FPS games. I just happened to get use to it. After awhile, we came into a small arguement.
This is how the conversation goes: *I owned him* Terence: "Tsk... Not again! This guy keeps getting in the lead...* *Encountered. He beats me* Me:"Happy now?:)" Terence:"Huh? What do you mean by that?" Me:"What? I thought it might pleases you that you've beat me again." That little shitty jackass f@cker: "Huh! Trying to act all cool. That's what makes you gay!" Me:" Huh? How was that cool? So just STFU you jacka-" Terence:"See. That is why Patrick have said those things about you." Me:*Didn't say a word and walked off into room*
Oh btw... Pat is a friend of mine. He was my nemesis a long time ago since he likes to make fun of me. Anyway, how in the hell of what I've said sounds cool? I know that saying that might just insult them that Terence's a noob but I was trying to prevent him from getting pissed since I have a soft spot for my friends (except for my siblings). But in the end I was the one ended up getting pissed off! He said that he was saying those words from his mind and I guess I can forgive him for that. But as for that little turd, scratch that! As if I will forgive him of what he said that caused the situation. So the next time if that little ass said something like that then I'm gonna say this. "If the next time you pissed me off one more time. I'M GONNA BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU GUYS, YOU HEAR ME?!" Same goes for you guys.....
6:50 AM |
Friday, October 29, 2010
Hey what's up you guys!
The reason that I don't use the term Ciaossu~ and CiaoCiao~ for this post is because of someone copying my way of greetings. So then I thought of using my own proper ways or even following the anime term I know like Fairy Tail, Kuroshitsuji or even my all time favourite, One Piece! So let's cut the crap and go on shall we? :) It's been awhile (not really) since I've blogged. Yeah I was lazy/forgettful/busy/....etc? Anyways, I've got my results back and I've passed them all, well surprisingly, and I didn't got a re-test! But yet again about your overall grades... Yeah that kinda almost killed me. Atleast the best thing is that I've improved in grades! HELL YEAH! XD` And I fucking hate my charger! It keeps not getting work all the time. Gotta adjust this stupid shit all the time if not I can't type and charge my laptop's battery! What a waste of money and time! Because of my previous charger didn't work and this too. I'd just bought a few months ago...WTF. Since the schooldays are over and we are begining our new term next year and some stupid asses promoted to Sec 4... Stupid ass troublemakers... ! Even the holidays are coming, I still got CCA, camps and ICT workshops. And extra lessons for Chemistry... It's no big deal since the extra lessons are only 2 days but I just can't handle that many CCA days...
And CONGRATZ to my LOVELY!! for getting so many awards! Great effort put in! =D That's all I gotta say for now! So..Jianna!
Can be kind,gentle and trust worthy. Rampages when getting pissed off. Shy and sweet. Romantic as he can be. Keeps feelings to himself when feelings are wrong. Sorta smart and bright but have slow reactions when talking. Minds his own buisness. Keeps extremely quiet when things went wrong so that he could do a cover up. Can be extremely serious at times.
. Initial D Arcade Stage 5:D
. My Bro:D(Terence)
. GUNS!
. Katanas!
. His Xbox360:D
. Pei Xian!:D
嫌気
. Annoying People
. School(This year he hates the most)
. CCA intensive training
. TEST AND EXAMS!
. Friends or other people pissing him off
. POA lessons
死ぬ意志!
. Gets distinctions for exam
. Conquer Tsukuba . Conquer Nagao
. Bayonetta . Assassin's Creeds 2
. Attend a cosplay this year
